im sorry..

im not good enough.

sorry..

I just want to be like normal ppls. I want to laugh and be happy. but.. I don't know how to stop being sad and pretend to be happy right now."

mhm..

I just don't understand... Is it all my fault..? I just need someone to be by my side, to give encouragement..

maybe i just hurt my feelings..?

I just want everyone to be happy... But as the days go by, I only just getting worse and worse. I cry repeatedly, rehashing old things that I never could do."

im idiot..

Knowing full well that it's like this, but still fooling myself...Fooling myself that I'm happy, even though it feels like I've been abandoned...Like I'm going back to the same old place... The one I left behind...Putting on a brave face, pretending to be cheerful, even though I'm weak and useless...In the end, I just "keep it all inside."

mhm i want to tell to u guys...

idk...

...? I can do it?

...

mhm.. maybe im just too idiot to understand anything, but im just 15 i must bear the feelings or everything happends to me. Im tired. sometimes i cant take it anymore, i only just hopes someone will understand me. but it not gonna happens..? right?

I still have hope..?

right?...

i still hopes, that i can do anything like force to be happy or something. i just want.. my friends to understand my feelings.

sad.. :[

just my social media account.

tiktok facebook youtube

my discord bot..

they were gone
im too broke to brought vps..

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